Phantom Posts

I wonder if any of my readers have ever caught one of my "Phatom Posts". You see there are many many many more posts that I've written that have only been posted for a couple hours at a time, some only for a few minutes. Several letters to people, Several meandering meditations on the state of my world, several arbitrary video clips that seemed to encapsulate how I felt for the couple hours in which they existed...

If you have ever seen a post and then went back and said "Wait? Wasn't there a post about etc... before?" You are not wrong, there probably was. They either hold no currently relevant meaning or they are not ready to be born yet.

Should the post remain on my page, I may continuously edit that post throughout a period of time. Something that seems unchanged may all of a sudden change. I like how that works though, it feels less like I'm writing a newsletter, and more putting thoughts/feelings down in something that changes as dynamically as my thoughts and feelings do.

On a semi-related note, I hope what I just did doesn't hurt you, but then again, you need to hear it and you need to deal. Then you need to put that small part of your pain away.

With so many secrets and things left unsaid, it's time to start being even more real.